Team profile:
Members: a mix of all different personality.
Strength: 1-daring,1-talented,1-confidence,1-hardworking,2-faithful,1-trustworthy,1-steady,
1-calm.
Leader: unstable
Expectation: getting into quarter
Victory is sweet.
Defeat is bitter.
On the 2nd and 3rd of jan this year, i get to taste both of them.
Nv thought i will go so far in this game.
From d start, i depend everything on luck.
having a wu long team,dun think every1 expect much.
"Practise not hard + mix of learning span + 50% ~~commitment by players-->shld = struggling to squeeze into quarter"
but at the end of the First day of competition, it seem tat we r capble of reaching to wat is unattainable for years ~~ the SEMI round.
our team was considered one of the best at that moment.
Morale rises, every1 feel the importance of the nxt 2 matches the nxt day.
once we win all, we r in for the semi...
lose 1 n tats end of it.
3rd jan came.....
first match up, we fighting against the once strong contender.
result---- win,lose,win,win,win..
End of match
happy happy
now.... jux 1 last 1... 1 more n we r up there!
position changes... times up
last match began.
result--- lose,win,win,lose,lose
............................................
LOSE
feeling of unable to breathe well.
never feel such pain before.
a pain which nv able to potray infront of the other.
a pain tat i had to bury deep down which few able to noe.
a pain tat i nv experience before.
wanted to cry but yet not grave enough to let my tears down.
thoughts keep flowing into my mind
if i didnt change the formation, if i thought abit longer, if i advise whether they can,if i jux trust my own decision,if i care less what time restraint i had, if only i have another chance,if if if..................:````(
It's true tat i shld be happy with wat i have presently. the expectation tat is met, reaching what we least expected.
but ever feel tat success is jux infront of you.
jux a little step n u be there. but a wrong move... success will jux vanish out in thin air.
it is so near, so near tat we are able to touch it soon. yet it jux like a glass, break into pieces infront of our naked eye.
every1 is sad unbelieving.hoping it cant be truth.
but its there... 4ever remain unchanged.
sad..... helpless...
a brutal, cunning defeat which i cant forget.a defeat which c others cheering for their rise to the top.
a defeat tat ach my heart dearly.
sorry for those understand it n noe my state.
no one is at fault. the only fault i think of is mi.
a wrong move? a wrong decision?
i'm trying to avoid it now. too much thinking = defending myself n pushing blames to others.
maybe gt to calm dwn 1st.
BUT
a big lesson learn, w so much to sacrifice.
i will remember this day n nv to do the same mistake again.
time will heal one pain n weaken the memories of the important lessons in life.
i hope i wont be the one tat forget one of the biggest lesson i learn this year.